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Sunday, September 27, 2009

random stuffs over the past 2months

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Just a re-cap of what happened in the past 2 months.

Prelims 1 results was average. my L1R4 was 26 excluding CCA. and i got 2nd in class. this time round, my L1R4 is 18. and i got 1st in class. both e&a maths got first in class also. emaths got A1 and amaths got A2. which i think is quite good for me as i didnt have any As for my amaths and emaths major exams. exams was just over for a week. and i thought i could at least rest for a week first before starting to study again. school’s been giving us alot of homework. tuition also alot of homework. i have a total of about 6 essays to do in just 2 days, including the whole day preparing for grad day. can you imagine? other than 6 essays, i still have other homeworks. and he’s scolding me for not doing homework. so wth la. i know i shouldnt be so happy and not study even though i got 1st in class, even though i got 2 As. but still.. i don have only you as my teacher. i don have alot of time to do alot of homework in just 1 day. no one understand me la. im the sort who like to take breaks in between. but… sighh. okay. enough of homeworks already.

yesterday’s grad day was quite boring at first esp with speeches. haha! and the weather was so warm that i kept perspiring. which was annoying. luckily i didnt wear long long dress that make my feel warmer and difficult to walk. hahahah! i think those people in our class know who i meant. (: we got a grad bear wearing the design of the gown we wore. and a certificate to say that we had graduated from SAC. hahah! finally.

School’s hectic for us as we have to stay back everyday till 6 except monday till 4, and thurs. but monday after tutorial still have to go for tuition at D.E. sighhh. its tiring to take a 45mins bus journey.

okay. needa go already. (:

Friday, June 12, 2009

i feel like as if im a useless person. regardless personally or in school. in school, i could not stay awake just for lessons. why? for tuition, i don even rmb the way to do maths. i cant even memorise the method on how to do. in personal, im always cheated. why? why am i so useless? to get cheated at such an age. and sometimes i just cant help thinking back to the past, thinking of negative things, worrying about the safety of my family everytime when they’re not home. and others might think tt im being bo liao to think of all these instead of studying. but.. i just cant control it by being naive, being stupid. for the past few weeks, i seemed to be irritating everyone with my actions, the words i said, with my expression. i’ve never been really happy since aug2009. i think those ppl who know me very well would know what happened on aug2009. its really very sad. no one seemed to know how i feel each day. i just don feel like talking to anyone every night. or maybe everyday? it has been ages since i’ve felt this depressed. maybe ppl will think tt because of such a small thing im feeling depressed and useless, and they’ll think tt others/themselves are worse than me. but this is how i feel.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

studying at airport with seniors!

today met judy and hema at tanahmerah. i forgot which direction judy is going to. as in the train direction. so end up we met at opposite platform.. hahha! and blahblah. when we reached airport, decided to go T2 for no reason.. then we didnt know where and what to eat. so we went inside the lift, looking at the board on the restaurants they have at airport. so we just stay inside the lift. and we just went up, down, down, up and finally decided to go have swensens. then we went to swensens to have our dinner. had omelette! theirs was like watery while mine is dryer than theirs. hahah! then gerry met us. gave us a shock cos she appeared out of no where. haha! okays. after dinner, went to T3 to meet chand, gayu and veron. then i started doing my homeworks and stuffs that needed to pass up by today. so rushed out english orals. then did random homeworks. like sometimes do ss corrections, sometimes do emaths, amaths etcs. hahha! gayu went off at around 7+. chand and veron left at 9+? cant rmb. hahha! then i continued doing my homeworks. managed to do one page of amaths, english orals, emaths worksheet, half of ss corrections during that 4-5hours spent there.

we left coffee bean at around 10.50 cos hemama wanted to go buy chocs. took lift down to B2. then went to mini bits to buy my rubber band, went to ntuc to buy kinder joy. had to rush cos ntuc is closing in 3mins and we dont know what time the train is leaving. managed to catch the last train? haha! yeps! then tried taking pics in the train with our kinder joy. but.. yeah. haha! we took our final pic of the day at the tanah merah platform. and after taking tt pic, just nice, judy and gerry’s train arrived! hahaha! :p will upload the pics once i’ve received it! hee! im gonna go sleep le. cos tmr got 2tuitions in the morning!

nights! (:

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

mich asked me to do the quiz. :)

TECHNOLOGY

What is your wallpaper on your computer?

hmm.. arron and xiao gui!

 

How many television do you have in your house?

four.

 

Are you left handed or right handed?

right handed.

 

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

er. i don think so..

 

What is the last item you lifted?

my lappy!

 

Have you ever been knocked down?

er. nopes. but almost!

 

BULLSHITOLOGY

If it were possible, would you want to know the day that you will die?

er. i don think so.

 

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

i wont change cos my parents gave me this name!

 

What colour do you think looks best on you?

er. black? haha.

 

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?

yeah.. tissue paper! [that was when i was young, trying to test out how tissue taste like.]

 

DAREOLOGY

Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?

hmm.. good question! depends on who the person is. haha!

 

Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?

definitely not!

 

Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?

er. definitely not!

 

Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?

DEFINITELY NOT!

 

DUMBOLOGY

What is in your left pocket now?

i have no pockets now. :)

 

Is napeleon dynamite actually a good film?

hmm.. i dunno. cos i never watch before!

 

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?

hardwood i guess..

 

Do you sit or stand in the shower?

stand..

 

How many pairs of flip-flop do you own?

2 pairs ba.

 

Last person who texted you?

hemama!

 

Last person who called you?

mummy!

 

Person you hugged?

hmm. cant recall. :)

 

FAVOURITOLOGY

Number?

21!

 

Season?

winter

 

Colour?

Blue, pink, purple (all light coloured)

 

CURRENTOLOGY

Missing someone?

hmm.. don think so.

 

Mood?

moodless.. cos got tuitions, bands, school everyday!

 

Listening to?

fahrenheit album.

 

Watching?

nothing.

 

Worrying about?

everything in my life!

 

Wearing?

shirt and shorts

 

RANDOMLOGY

First place you went this morning?

school.

 

What can you not wait to do?

sleep! [cos lacking of sleep everytime]

 

Do you smile often?

i guess so. unless im in a super bad mood or irritated.

 

Are you a friendly person?

Im friendly if you’re kind/nice to me!

 

Now that you answer all the questions,

list three other people to complete this quiz.

 

1) sisTING

2) sisCHICHI!

3) hemama!

Friday, February 6, 2009

quiz…

A tag from HEMAMA!

you’ll are tagged:

1. mich

2. mere

3. CARINA!

4. veronica

5. jolene (junior)

6. judeee. (hemama said its okay if don have blogs!)

7. ting jie

8. qi jie

9. desmond

10. darren

 

quiz1.

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.

heee! :)

 

2. Who are you missing right now?

hmm.. nothing in particular. haha!

 

3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house.

I don’t have an ex.

 

4. How many bedrooms are there in your house?

hmm. think 4?

 

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?

i don have any profile song..

 

6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?

haha! hmm.. who was the last girl i talked to? cant rmb.. haha

 

7. Who was your last text message from?

mich!

 

8. What time did you wake up this morning?

hmm. 6.20am

 

9. If someone likes you right now, what would you want him/her to tell you?

er.. i dunno.. hahha!

 

10. Did you mean it when you said “I love you” last?

i didnt even say tt.. hahahah!

 

11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single?

i guess so..

 

12. What is wrong with you now?

feeling sleepy and tired after a busy week.

 

13. So you think you’ll be married in 10years?

I don think so. cos I might still be studying.

 

14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?

definitely not!

 

15. Do you believe exs can really ever be “just friends'”?

probably.. haha :)

 

16. Do you use T9, word or abc?

T9.

 

17. Do you tell your mum everything?

nopes! :p

 

18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

hmm.. oli. hahah!

 

19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?

I don think so. cos i don tell anyone tt i love them usually. haha

 

20. Who can you trust?

those whom i think i can trust! haha

 

Quiz2.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
i don know..

 

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

Didn’t feel like getting off the bed.

 

3. Who was the last person you took a person of?<br>

mich and jas..

 

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

i guess so.

 

5. Would you ever donate blood?

hmm.. don’t know eh. probably yes?

 

6. Have you ever had a best friend who is of the opposite sex?<br>

nopes!<br>

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7. Do you want someone dead?<br>

haha. of course not.<br>

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8. What does your last text message say?<br>

take my bio wb! haha<br>

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9. What are you thinking right now?<br>

thinking of going to sleep soon! haha<br>

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10. Do you wish someone is with  you right now?<br>

yeah.. cos im alone now.<br>

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11. What time did you go to sleep last night?<br>

around 11?<br>

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12. Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?<br>

i dunno. cos it belongs to my sis! haha<br>

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13. Is someone on your mind right now?<br>

no. hee!<br>

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14. Who was the last person to text you?<br>

mich<br>

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The 9people you just tagged:<br>

15. Who is Number2 having a relationship with?<br>

er. no one currently i guess.<br>

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16. Is 3 a male or a female?<br>

female!<br>

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17. What is number 1 studying about?<br>

same as what im studying now.<br>

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18. When was the last time you had a chat with them?<br>

hmm. a few hours ago?<br>

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19. Is Number 4 single?<br>

yes ba. didnt really ask her about her personal stuffs. haha<br>

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20. Say something about Number2.<br>

cheerful and strict! haha.<br>

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21. What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?<br>

haha! i don think they’ll ever be together cos they don know each other well.. but they’re equally weird!<br>

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22. Describe about Number9<br>

hmm. cheerful person. hee!<br>

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23. What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?<br>

they’ll never fight cos they don’t even know each other as one is my senior while one is my jieeee!<br>

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Quiz 3.<br>

1. What’s your nickname?<br>

wanyi. <br>

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2. How old are you?<br>

woman’s age is a secret..<br>

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3. When’s your birthday?<br>

9dec<br>

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4. What’s your special skill?<br>

play music?<br>

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5. Whats your horoscope?<br>

Saggitarius<br>

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6. Who passed this survey to you?<br>

Hemama! :D<br>

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7. She’s your…?<br>

my lovely dovely senior!<br>

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8. What do you wanna talk about to him/her?<br>

hmm.. either on studies or band stuffs everytime. hee!<br>

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9. What do you think of him/her?<br>

er. going crazy at times. make people panic easily. hahahhaha!<br>

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10. When did you know him/her?<br>

2006 ba. but knew her existence only at the end of the year. hahah<br>

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11. How’s her attitude?<br>

great! :D>br>

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12. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?<br>

nooooooooo..<br>

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13. If one day, your crush tells you that he/she loves you too, what will you do?<br>

er. i’ll keep asking ppl around me what i shld do.. hahaha<br>

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14. Are you well-being now?<br>

yepyep! :)<br>

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15. Why does God give you courage?<br>

i don’t know eh.. haha<br>

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16. Who’s the people you like?<br>

hmm. dunno eh. depends. heee!<br>

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17. Which colour do you like most?<br>

nothing in particular. as long as it is light coloured!<br>

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18. God give you 4 wishes:<br>

1st – everyone around me to be happy and healthy<br>

2nd – everyone around me will be with me for several several years.<br>

3rd – Get around 11points for L1R4 so tt i can go business courses in poly.<br>

4th - (will think about it next time!)<br>

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19. Do you like to smile and laugh?<br>

er. depends on mood. when im feeling high, i can laugh non stop until others will think tt im crazy! haha.<br>

Sunday, January 18, 2009

family outing!

heys! haha. this morning went to DE for english. waiting for michelle since 10.30am till almost 12 when she arrived. so i sat there and accompany her till 1.. before she arrived, the teacher almost scolded me! cos she asked me whether i got take note of the marks allocation anot. then i said yes. then she gave me an angry stare.. hahah! i got a shock la. only 2nd lesson and im gonna get scolded? but actually its not really scold la. cos i nv elaborate properly.. tts why i only get a mark instead of 2. <br>

then went home at 1 to do another tuition homework. reached home at 3. did all the way till 4.30pm! then reagan came to play. he didnt want to leave my house! hahah. so cute! then my tutor came. so reagan go to the playground instead. then after tuition, went to parkway to for dinner at ajisen ramen and buy some stuffs for cny. bought 1jacket & 1 hoodie? from mango. then 1dress from dorothy perkins. hahaha! and i bought the dress when the shop was about to close.. hahha! <br>

hmm. then went to giant to shopshop.we bought $200++ worth of stuffs! only chocs and we spend $100++ le. hahaha! exaggerating right? hmm.. left parkway at only close to 11pm! hahah. well.. tt was my sat! <br>haha. alrights. gonna go sleep soon cos tmr sending my maid, whom worked for us for 10years, back to her homeland! :) <br>

Pictures!

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dress from dorothy perkins. :) <br>

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hoodie from mango. :p<br>

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black jacket from mango.

 

weather has turned cold.. must buy jacket to wear! brrrrr... :)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

orientation day. tuition day. family outing day.

yesterday was the sec1 orientation day. we had to get dressed up by 7.15 in the morning. those ppl whom weren't dressed up properly were considered late. well.. the whole sec1 level were divided into 4groups. means 2classes in a group. then those ccas whom were supposed to perform for them, had to perform a total of 4times. it was damn tiring. imagine playing the same thing over and over again for 4times. but there's a 20mins break in between. yepyep. the performance ended at 11.40. but sec 2s and 3s had to stay back for approx half hour for the band booth to help attract the ppl to join band! of course other cca booths were there too. i can see that almost everyone in band were trying to attract ppl to join band. they were shouting here and there until the place is super noisy and chaotic. hahah! the whole orientation ended at close to 1pm. michelle and i then got changed and took bus to downtown for tuition. the journey was about 30-45 mins long? hahah! i dunno.. then michelle slept throughout the whole bus ride while i tried to sleep but cant cos the bus ride was too bumpy. had macs for our lunch there. got this boy, he took several straws and tried to build smth. prolly a super long straw for himself? hahaha! then went for tuition after macs. we were so tired until we took the whole tuition period to do just 1 compre without summary. and i took super long to understand the passage.. well. then michelle's parents came to fetch her while i took bus home. before going home, i went to ehub to get 2cups of bubble tea for my sisters and myself. when i boarded the bus after tt, i put the drink on the chair. hoping tt the drinks wouldnt topple from the plastic bag. but then.. the bus suddenly braked. and the whole sourplum tea just dropped on the floor. the whole drink, including pearl, were all over the place. luckily i was on the upper deck, or else the uncle would just scold me directly. i wanted to clean up the place.. like at least get rid of the pearls. but then i got no tissue. so i had no choice but to just leave it alone on the floor. the drink and pearl just rolled/flowed here and there. it was all over the place until ppl didnt dare to sit there. hahah! but i felt so bad dirtying the bus..when i toppled over the drink, only 3students saw. so its not too bad. and luckily i wasnt wearing my school u. or else if other ppl know which school im from, then i'll die.. then.. i got off the bus. reach home and wanted to take a nap cos i was super tired after the long day. but my dad didnt let me nap. and after putting down my things, we went out again. we went to chinatown to shop for cny decorations. bought some peanuts too. hahahha! yeah. tts my day. hahhah! alrights. gtg. see ya! :)